This is a provoking disturbing read of a life in crisis. Take a deep breath before starting because you will be drawn into the downward spiral of Carrie's life and up to the chink of light and hope.
â€˜I once did something,â€™ I say, laying the knife down beside the lamp. â€˜I did something and it hasnâ€™t gone away.â€™ I turn and look at her and see sheâ€™s tense. I know I have to warn her about who Iâ€™m afraid of and who I am. Because once Victor did what he did to Janine, fear became second nature to me. She knows Iâ€™m not responding appropriately; I should be more alarmed. But Iâ€™m dulled by the forgetting and the running.
â€˜I got involved with a client of mine a few years ago, and in the beginning I thought could exert an influence over him. But it worked out differently ....â€™